RannahLhenne

in all honesty….i’ve been so very busy these past days….and i thank g0d for that c0z he gave me a reas0n n0t t0 think much of the pain i felt….the sadness that is brought by what happened…. my pr0blems has given my head full of thoughts that even for a while i could forget the pain……

i have lost not only 1, but two important persons in my life just last week…..and they won’t be c0ming back anymore….not ever….

my uncle died last tuesday, may 29th…..though we’re not that close since he and his family lives in zmbg., the sadness is there….knowing that we won’t be seeing him again….after all, he is my mother’s bro….my dear uncle…..:(

still grieving for my uncle’s death…… came Sunday, a neighbor told me a very unexpected news……one of my friends’ died!…..i was shocked…..she was not only an acquaintance….she was a very good friend to me…..i couldn’t believe she’s gone already…..she was still young….very young….

i’ve talked to her in the hospital the previous week and then this?!!…..

i could still remember when we were talking….she was really trying to appear fine though i know she’s not ok….i even joked to her to fight c0z she still has to marry and have kids….i remembered she only smiled….

never have i ever thought that she would leave…..it was the last time i saw her alive….it really hurts…..every time i remember her and our memories together….i cry….

i can’t explain in whole totality my feelings here…..but, this i can say with all my heart…..a great part of me died together with them….!!