RannahLhenne

am i doomed for heartaches?!…. why do it have to be this way?…. just when i’ve started to open up…. just when i’m ready…. i’m i so hard to understand?!  i’m i so much to bear?!….

i’m asking myself this time…. am i really strong?!…. why all these trials?…. you can see me standing up, but you have no idea…. i’m already crawling just to get by….

pr0blems are piling up…. i thought i could already breathe…. but just in time for a much deserved deep breath…. something hits me in the face….

i’ve got so much on my mind…. responsibilities on my shoulders…. things that i don’t even have the faintest idea h0w i’ll be able to handle….

life really is this hard…. much much harder and complicated than i’ve ever imagined….

i just want a simple life…. i am easy to satisfy…. i have a very shallow sense of happiness…. i am easily contented…. yes i dream!…. i dream big…. for my family and myself…. but i want to reach my dreams WITH my family…. after all, my dreams are for them….

here i am again…. in this hole of uncertainness…. uncertain of almost everything…. my whole future is on a danger balance…. it’s like i’m standing one foot on the tip of a knife…. one wrong move and it’s the end!

how am i supposed to carry on from here?!..

i know…. god never gives us problems he knows we can’t handle….
the quote rings true to me…. i just wish he does not trust me this much….